Dead soul

Crawling in my skin


These wounds, they will not heal

Fear is how I fall

Confusing what is real



There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface

Consuming, confusing

This lack of self control I fear is never ending

Controlling



I can't seem

To find myself again

My walls are closing in

I've felt this way before

So insecure

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me

Distracting, reacting

Against my will I stand beside my own reflection

It's haunting how I can't seem.



To find myself again

My walls are closing in

I've felt this way before

So insecure



Crawling in my skin

These wounds, they will not heal

Fear is how I fall

confusing what is real



There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface

Consuming, confusing

Confusing what is real

This lack of self control I fear is never ending

Controlling

It starts with love



One thing

I don't know why

It doesn't even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind

I designed this rhyme to explain in due time

(All I know)



Time is a valuable thing

Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings

Watch it count down to the end of the day

The clock ticks life away

(It's so unreal)



Didn't look out below

Watch the time go right out the window

Tried to hold on, but didn't even know

I wasted it all just to

(Watch you go)



I kept everything inside

And even though I tried

It all fell apart

What it meant to me

Will eventually be

A memory

Of a time



I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter.



I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter.



One thing

I don't know why

It doesn't even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind

I designed this rhyme to remind myself how I

(Tried so hard)


In spite of the way you were mocking me

Acting like I was part of your property

Remembering all the times you fought with me

I'm surprised (It got so far)



Things aren't the way they were before

You wouldn't even recognize me anymore

Not that you knew me back then

But it all comes back to me(In the end)



You kept everything inside

And even though I tried

It all fell apart

What it meant to me will eventually be

A memory of a time when I



I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter



I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter



I put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

For all this

There's only one thing you should know



I put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

For all this

There's only one thing you should know



I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter



I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

Coming back to life

Where were you when I was burned and broken


While the days slipped by from my window watching

Where were you when I was hurt and helpless

Because the things you say and the things you do surround me

While you were hanging yourself on someone else's world

Dying to believe in what you heard

I was staring straight into the shining sun



Lost in thought and lost in time

While the seeds of life and the seeds of change were planted

Outside the rain fell dark and slow

While I pondered on this dangerous but irresistible pastime

I took a heavenly ride through our silence

I knew the moment had arrived

For killing the past and coming back to life



I took a heavenly ride through our silence

I knew the waiting had begun

And headed straight..into the shining sun

Nothing I've Ever

Right now I feel - just like a leaf on a breeze

Who knows where it's blowin'

Who knows where it's goin'

I find myself somewhere I - I never thought I'd be

Going round in circles

Thinking about you and me

How do I expalin it when I don't know what to say

What do I do now - so much has changed

Nothing I have ever known - has made me feel this way

Nothing I have ever seen - has made me want to stay

but here I am - ready for you

I'm turnin', I'm fallin' - I hear my home callin'

Hey - I've never felt somethin's so strong - oh no

I'ts like nothing I've ever known

Now you're the one I'm looking for

You're the one I need

You're the one that gives me - a reason to believe

Following a star - has lead to where you are

It feels so stong now - this can't be wrong now



I WILL ALWAYS RETURN

I hear the wind call my name

The sound that leads me home

It sparks up the fire - a flame that still burns

To you I'll always return

I know the road is long but where you are is home

Wherever you stay - I'll find a way

I'll run like a river - I'll follow the sun

I'll fly like an eagle - to where I belong

I can't stand the distance - I can't dream alone

I can't wait to see you - Yes I'm on my way home

Now I know it's true

My every road leads to you

And in the hour of darkness darlin'

Your light gets me through

You run like a river - you shine like the sun

You fly like an eagle

You are the one I've seen every sunset

And with all that I've learned

Oh it's to you - I will always return