Dead soul

Crawling in my skin


These wounds, they will not heal

Fear is how I fall

Confusing what is real



There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface

Consuming, confusing

This lack of self control I fear is never ending

Controlling



I can't seem

To find myself again

My walls are closing in

I've felt this way before

So insecure

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me

Distracting, reacting

Against my will I stand beside my own reflection

It's haunting how I can't seem.



To find myself again

My walls are closing in

I've felt this way before

So insecure



Crawling in my skin

These wounds, they will not heal

Fear is how I fall

confusing what is real



There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface

Consuming, confusing

Confusing what is real

This lack of self control I fear is never ending

Controlling

It starts with love



One thing

I don't know why

It doesn't even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind

I designed this rhyme to explain in due time

(All I know)



Time is a valuable thing

Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings

Watch it count down to the end of the day

The clock ticks life away

(It's so unreal)



Didn't look out below

Watch the time go right out the window

Tried to hold on, but didn't even know

I wasted it all just to

(Watch you go)



I kept everything inside

And even though I tried

It all fell apart

What it meant to me

Will eventually be

A memory

Of a time



I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter.



I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter.



One thing

I don't know why

It doesn't even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind

I designed this rhyme to remind myself how I

(Tried so hard)


In spite of the way you were mocking me

Acting like I was part of your property

Remembering all the times you fought with me

I'm surprised (It got so far)



Things aren't the way they were before

You wouldn't even recognize me anymore

Not that you knew me back then

But it all comes back to me(In the end)



You kept everything inside

And even though I tried

It all fell apart

What it meant to me will eventually be

A memory of a time when I



I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter



I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter



I put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

For all this

There's only one thing you should know



I put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

For all this

There's only one thing you should know



I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter



I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter